Swing,Mood,Swing

i should be sleeping.
i am tired.
my eyes are tired.

am i not almost blind?

blind from staring at computer screens.
blind from trying to reconcile all those numbers.
blind from the tubes of mascara that i try to consume.

i retire into the night to a more peaceful state.
post-whinging to friends from the old days.
post saltless but sugary dinner.
post six, no, seven bags of green tea.

thank goodness for expressive, encouraging producers.
thank goodness for empowering sermons.
thank goodness for true friends, true loves, dreams and blogs.