response to "the need"

I felt so sad reading about the South Korean executed in Iraq. I wasn't even aware of the issue until Josc told me about it. I'm so blah when it comes to current events. My mom's been pushing me to read the news.

Still studying. Did crap in today's exams as I almost dozed off towards the end and totally stuffed up a 22 point question. It was a tricky one, yes but still I couldn't be THAT duh! Anyhow, I gotta move on with life and so I have decided to ignore the fact that once in every 4 hours my energy level drops to nil and I just feel drowsy on top of everything else. Perfect timing.

Went to dinner with workmates cos Al's off to Denmark in about 15 hours. It was nice. I tried to talk and be as chirpy as possible but haha I still feel blah. It was a good dinner nonetheless. We had Italian at Cockle Bay. It took me bloody ages to finish my meal. Totally not me.

Mom rang me whilst I was waiting for my train at Town Hall. It was very timely cos I was having that I-need-my-mommy moment. She was just checking on me saying she saw my picture and was wondering how recent it was as I looked pale and all that (read:crap). And so I clued her in on my deteriorating state. And then came yadda yadda yadda. Typical mommy dialogue on what I should do, eat, not do, not eat.

I reckon it was just the prolonged stress. Currently trying to chill as I study. I like Auditing but it doesn't like me very much. I don't aim very high these days. Change of values.