Sunday, June 27, 2004

ANGST. warm fuzzies & Natural Highs!

I was bargaining for 2 more hours of sleep when work called because the other supervisor didn't have a key. She apologized and said she didn't have a choice. Yeah but she could have foreseen the dilemma before it even occurred. What's wrong with people? And she was alone so I gave Tim-o his wake up call. He couldn't stop swearing knowing he slept in. HAHA!

I lost my chance of sleeping in and having my well-deserved rest.

Slowly got up, showered, got dressed in my non-work clothes and made my way to the store. One of the brewers burned internally so bye bye Columbia Shuttle! The store reeked of burnt rubber for a bit. Oh well. The store looked neat as we came in. That was excellent. I closed last night. =) New manager's coming in tomorrow! Finally! She (Barbara) called me last Friday to check on things. She's ultra cool.

I refuse to be pissed off because of work now. Maybe in general I just refuse to make things get to me. Tired of it. It's all part of life anyway. The injustice will always be there. I was catching up with a friend after work last night. We both realized how every little thing that goes wrong can be destructive....

The 2004 angst still lingers. The space it occupies used to be void.

From a totally different music comes images of those black and white kittens sleeping peacefully, wrapped around each other; that kid happily running around while his parents carried a 2-seater lounge into their apartment complex; and the couple relaxing on a couch as they watch something on TV under tungsten lighting.

Did a whole lotta singing in the morning. Lunch by the Harbour was nice. The sun was up and brightly shining. I could sit there all day but I had things to do. I paid a pretty good price for a meal, a view and a good dose of sunshine.

Mom checked if my best friend's gonna come visit. I said she will eventually. Mom was thinking of swinging by and taking me to Adelaide or Tazmania for a bit of a breather. I told her we will postpone to December. Hopefully my little bro will come, too.

An awful lot of things to look forward to.

I am still kinda lost but I believe I will regain my life after the coming week.

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