Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Seriously. Tired.

OMG. I've never felt THIS tired for a while. Been walking and did a bit of cardio at the gym plus walked around the shops some more, coffee with mum, coffee with a friend.

It's all good but yeah I'm so tired and I haven't gone through everything in my to do list. Note that I've got one work-free day left.

I let out that big sigh in front of mum and she went 'if you want to go on a forever holiday, just go home. you can always go back home and do nothing.' Nothingness back home is really nothing. Nothingness here is not quite nothing. The latter is actually a lot of things, but nothing that's going to generate some constant flow of moolah.

ARGH.

I know what I want but I don't quite know how to get there. 'It's not a very good time for you to let go yet', my friend observed. And I have to agree with her cos that's what I've realized during my work-free days.

THINK! THINK!

For the time being, I just gotta grin and bear it.

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