It was a window waiting to be broken. I thought I saw it, but then maybe I was paranoid, maybe I was hallucinating but alas, I'm not as crazy as I thought I was. Heaven knows I needed drama in my life. I won't say it's too much to bear. I had very minimal regrets, learned a fair bit about a certain breed of people and it's pretty clear now how I want my personal personal life to be like - free of illogical, nonsensical, narrow-minded species.
I know deep down I played my cards right. I could have done better but between right and wrong, it's crystal clear which is which. Another huge lesson.
Rosa's friend Jenny arrived from HK a few days ago so had a pretty big weekend with a Hunter Valley tour, trip to the Fish Market and an Open Air Cinema experience. All was good but it wore me out til Monday and then had issues which would stretch out til goodness knows when.
Nobody should cry over spilled milk. Even if it's your fault. In my story, it's not my fault. I don't think I'm biased because I was interested in finding out what I could have done better. Maybe I am slightly biased. Because I lean more towards where my trust lies.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
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