Haven't really been 'operating' properly. Perhaps my paranoia is striking again or something along those lines. Film people have psychological issues of some degree. At least that's a going thing in and out of film school.
I still have Company Law to worry about at this time but I'm choosing not to worry about for the next 30 to 60 minutes. It's been a day out of the normal Ivannah day.
Slept a tad too much, stayed home from the time I woke up til 6:45 at night when I was even intending to do shopping for me and Na. I've been trying to study. There's just too much stuff to read and I guess that's been pulling my mood down for a while now. Which also explains the extra hours of sleep I've been craving for.
Had cell today which was fab. Like almost 100% of the time I have to really drag myself to cell for a bunch of unexplainable, but a few explainable reasons. As of late, it's due to the fact that I barely know these people and I have no clue as to how the night is gonna go. But 100% of the time, so far, things have been way above expectations. People who pray for me have always been really inspiring. I always get overwhelmed, feeling special for ages and then when I look back to what they have prayed about I can't remember their exact words.
Work hasn't been very ideal for too long now. I feel a bit lost as to where to go and what to do. My other jobs are kinda in the air at the moment. They are semi new territories, still strange and I guess just more challenging hence the need for me to sit and figure things out plus condition myself before I actually attack. Sigh.
I feel lost. The balance is there nonetheless. A few realizations tonight. Just about life in general. I shouldn't be too pensive.
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