Lightheadedness consume me. I am not quite prepared for midterms. Came home from a friend's place not long ago so I can get cracking on my books. I feel like such a geek with very little things accomplished. Pathetic pathetic life.
We couldn't quite leave the television alone cos Abbey's got cable and we were watching the life of Natalie Wood. She led an interesting life. We didn't have any idea who she was so we were ooohhhing and aaahhhing as we connect actors and actresses of the olden times (post tv's golden age).
It was a sad life she led. It was sad she had to die shortly after she found fulfillment having raised kids with normal childhood. It was the life she failed to lead because her mother dictated everything she had to do. She barely has an identity. I think parents raise kids with the aim to make the kids better off than when the parents were kids. But then nobody can really protect anybody from the claws of evilness. Everyone's meant to stumble and fall. It's just a matter of getting up again afterwards and facing the world with dignity.
I tend to exploit my failures and think about my fears over and over until I'm not afraid anymore. Being on my own gives me a sense of accomplishment every now and then. It helps that I like my own company.
I've said goodbye to Abbey. Won't see her for a very long time. Na broguht her to the Easter Show. Her last Sydney adventure for now.
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