Gone Bananas.

Third blog for the day. I need to sort my thoughts out, cure myself of my scatter-brainedness. Did I just make up a word there?

I need to go back to structure, to methodical thinking. Where did they all go?

Painstalkingly, I need to work my ass off. I feel confused, I feel slightly frustrated. I feel like jumping around, screaming and throwing things around.

When I was in school I feared failing my subjects more because it is a big disappointment within myself and also because I could never imagine what my parents would do. I haven't had that fear for a while. But I think somehow it's back and it's bigger than ever.

If I fail, I am doomed.

I'm sure everyone passes in this course. The failure comes where I fail to deliver my goods. That being said, I just have to say I'm stressed beyond words but rather optimistic because I will be a journalistic geek from now on.

And everything does revolve around New York nowadays. I just have to add that.

FREAKout.

my assignment is just baaad. the one i just submitted today. sigh. i better get ready for some grilling and killing next week. this is what i get for not working on my assignment early enough.

cuz in texas getting married 3 march! yay! hello US of A!

i'm trying to kick start my freelancing career... to no avail.

on a journalistic trek

Kat used to say girls ought to have 12 days sickie in a year. Think all the girls will agree. I needed to take one of those today. I'm dying in anguishing pain. I refuse to take the pill.

Crammed for Assignment Numero Tres last night... err... this morning. Think it's absolutely crap. If I had 3 more pages to fill I would have made my own Lonely Planet "The Rocks". It was a travel story.

Currently revising my exhibition review. The only thing is. I needed to go beyond the surface. Literary skills came handy for this one. I have to admit that for the most part, this is a bit of an ego-crushing course. I daresay it's healthy.

Eyes A-bLiNkIn'

after showering at half past midnight, my eyelids still feel heavy.
i need to study. i mix up my passwords for my blog and my online classroom.
glad i don't have that many passwords to mix around.

blah! where's brian? i call my brain brian for rather obvious reasons. ;)
i forgot why i decided to blog.

went to see graeme murphy's director's cut (contempo dance).
coolness.

chopsuey!

//noun// a dish originating from the Chinese migrants, made up of mixed vegetables and pork bits cooked in thick sauce.

--- HEAR ME OUT!

let me say what i've been wanting to say
let me hear what i've been dying to hear

--- The End.

Mr. B comes back on monday! yay! the end of my long hours. hopefully.

--- Days Off in July!

Hi Ivannah,

Thank you so much for volunteering for Hillsong Conference 2006. Your application has now been processed and you have been allocated to:

TV - TV Crew (Camera, CCU, Assist)

Someone from that department will be in touch with you shortly to inform you of your roster for conference and any training dates that you might need to know.

--- Insights from Above

God does put in your heart what He wants you to be doing
What is meant for you will be kept, set aside for you
Go back to Asia! (Go back to Asia? Hmmm... Could that be for me?)