Third blog for the day. I need to sort my thoughts out, cure myself of my scatter-brainedness. Did I just make up a word there?
I need to go back to structure, to methodical thinking. Where did they all go?
Painstalkingly, I need to work my ass off. I feel confused, I feel slightly frustrated. I feel like jumping around, screaming and throwing things around.
When I was in school I feared failing my subjects more because it is a big disappointment within myself and also because I could never imagine what my parents would do. I haven't had that fear for a while. But I think somehow it's back and it's bigger than ever.
If I fail, I am doomed.
I'm sure everyone passes in this course. The failure comes where I fail to deliver my goods. That being said, I just have to say I'm stressed beyond words but rather optimistic because I will be a journalistic geek from now on.
And everything does revolve around New York nowadays. I just have to add that.
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