Saturday, September 16, 2006

scratch where there's an itch.

another crossroad. really, it is a bit vague but after some cranal work-out, i've just come to that conclusion, which is to be followed by other conclusions, all of which will be subject to an overall conclusion.

i failed to comment on what went on at the beginning of the month. the dreaded birthday went by with not much dread, but with annoyance over the fact that for the second time in the season and for the second month in a row, i was down with the flu - and i was down for a few days complete with pale everything and a 2-day sickie.

mind you, i just started my job a month ago and i've already clocked in two sickies. good-o!

speaking of the job, i daresay i did not make a mistake making the transition as it proved to me several things including but not limited to the following:
a. i am not a finance person
b. i do not like monotonous tasks comprising my jobs, which i have to do every single day. i do not like monotonous tasks. period.
c. i am not much of a 9 to 5, all day in the office person.
d. i am not scared of losing my job. my job is not everything to me. it does not define me.

those things being said, i still do my best. one day, though, i'd like to be putting a bit of heart into what i will be doing, for obvious reasons.

the good thing is, i've got more motivation to save now and perhaps i have grown tired of shopping for nice things and all the cool stuff, more because i do not see the point anymore...err... or for the time being.

if only volunteer works come with more perks than a bunch of intangibles.

... or if only those intangibles can make the world go round, round and round. come to think of it, maybe they do.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I too dislike finance. I also dislike offices. I think I prefer them to flu, but sometimes I wonder.

Ivannah said...

If only 'figuring out one's life' is as easy. It would be better if the world would give you a chance to do whatever you please.