Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Relocating my Zen

Just as everything was seemingly falling into place, I hear a wham! bang! slam! and I have to go for an operation. Fine, I kinda assumed that at some point I would have to go for something as drastic as such but I was only prepared for them to take off something that shouldn't be there, not take half of an inside-the-body part off.

But anyway, I'm pretty much putting that aside because whilst I was thrown off-balance for a split second, it lasted a mere split second and I was able to come to my senses. More like 'big deal, get over it, other people's been through worse and guess what, they're still great people who found more reasons to live.'

Expectations fail you. Still, I'd rather expect something, remaining aware of the consequences from all angles rather than to nonchalantly live the total mediocre come-what-may life.

I'm still getting used to all the little surprises life has brought.

And trying to get back into the blogging...

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