s.t.a.t.i.c.

i have every other reason to let my emotions surge.

where did that inner tranquility hide itself?

the moment's ultimate desire: Break Free!

blurbs..

i know i need to vent... just not sure how, don't know where to start...

it's partly the noise around me seemingly caving in... mixed in with disappointments here and there, more due to the unexpected events rather than due to my own pessimism.

confused... darn... thought i've worked out my masta plan!

the brawl-y song

If I am lost for a day; try and find me But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me All of the things that I thought were so easy just got harder and harder each day December is the darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home Who waits up for me all through the night Calendar girl whos in love with the world Stay alive Calendar Girl whos in love with the world Stay alive I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do And when I awoke I was sure it was true I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die But I can't live forever,I can't always breath One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross And I'll laugh about all that we've lost Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive January,February,March,April,May I'm alive June,July,August,September,October I'm alive November,December,yah all through the winter, I'm alive I'm alive

the.epitome.of.KEWL

camera 5 = stage camera
that was me, tv crew
EasterConcert@TheSydneyConventionCentre

pre-tv crew rehearsal:
adrenalin rush. band rehearsing.
feel the creativity flowing. seemingly endless.
i could have stayed in that moment forever...

i wish i am...

... skipping stones.

take my time wiping my face clean after a busy day.
drink some milk, check my emails, slowly compose my blog.


... working on FLOOD and/or filming a short/feature/ad.

the passion burns... Walk the Line made me feel the flame all over again.
i have a long overdue lunch break journey to Saatchi & Saatchi.


... one of those born with luck on my side.

Woody Allen's latest masterpiece... in my world, it reads "frenchie vs me".
i love the overtly different, have tendencies thinking on extreme,
maybe even contradictory levels.

to have it rough makes you tough.

... living at that stage where Lyttleton's definition of happiness lies.

i want one and only one thing. 'nuff said.